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Saturday, December 14th, 2002
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11:40 pm - armageddon
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today i was watching armageddon and i almost cried. i think that's my favorite movie or something. that has so many elements in it that makes it a film that i like. it was sad at the end where he blew up the asteroid and it showed flashbacks of gracie and him. then i had this feeling inside of me thats indescribable when aj was playing crackers on her stomach and asked her if she thought any other couple was doing the same thing they were with that aerosmith song playing in the back. i swear that was so sad how it foreshadows alot of stuff in there. they shouldve showed the end credits though where gracie and aj get married and it gives the last shot to harry.
man liv tyler is freakin hot
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| Tuesday, December 10th, 2002
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8:45 pm - scratch and sniff sticker
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this morning i got up at 7:00 and i found out that my alarm's battery went out. so basically i woke up an hour late and i didn't get ready for school or anything. i figured since i knew i was going to be late already then why not take my time. so i kicked my sheets to the flo', turned the knob that was on the do', and went into my restroom to do the usual. then my dad got mad cause he said my alarm woke him up? ...so anyway, we had a big argument all the way to school and i went to my world history class. ms. urbien was lecturing and blah blah blah and she said if i was late then why did i have time to do my hair and stuff. i told her the truth and she brushed it off and gave me a tardy instead of a cut. ouch a cut would've hurt me, i would've started bleeding.
i finally did my math homework since.......a while. joel and the rapper guy and the other guy congratulated me like it was a joke so i got pissed and ditched them and sat next to this gay guy. seriously, this guy is gay, a homo. i didn't want to but the seat next to his was the closest to my table and i didn't want to disrupt the class. i had to have some way of showing them that i wasn't pleased at their obnoxious behavior. then after girard was finished i went back to the table and socked chris (the rapper guy) on his arm and i left knuckle prints and he was like OW all loud and girard told us to stop touching each other. chris was all pretending he was gay after he said that and started pretending to touch me so i socked him again on his chest. then he got pissed and socked me back.
during lunch joseph scratched me on the back of my head so i scratched him back. then there was this big scratching-thing where everyone was scratching each other. me and joseph created a union and we ganged up on the filipinos. ervin scratched me hard on my head and he ran but i got him and dug at the back of his head but it didn't really do anything. but later me and joseph was busting up cause there were two deep red marks on the back of his head. later on we caught up to ervin to retaliate and i pretended that i didn't see him but he saw me not seeing him and i had my back turned. i didn't know what joseph meant by saying "watch out" cause he was spying on ervin too with me and ervin ran up and scratched me really hard and ran into his classroom. me and joseph will take revenge tomorrow.
current mood:  calm
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| Saturday, December 7th, 2002
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5:29 pm - That Place
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that place where they call paradise is where i wanna be
nowadays that dream seems to lie where no man can reach
higher than the sequoias and taller than the star on the christmas tree
life isn't a glass staircase is something we all must remember
seems the only time when the world's warm and fuzzy is on the 25th of december
but if i wanna reach Utopia i must first learn to accept
the desires and neccesities that come with life
without struggle is just a wet dream in which we overslept
how letters turn to words, and words turn into violence
how it hurts people to say stuff to our friends' expense
there isn't a promised land or a forgiven nirvana
seems like the only time it can be reached is through inhalation of marijuana
but i found how i can reach the top of the christmas tree
in which there's no worries and where it's sweeter than potpourri
where wrong-doings are done and it's good to admit
let heaven's angels grab you by the arms and submit
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| Monday, December 2nd, 2002
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9:55 pm - Thanksgiving
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First of all, I would like to wish Joseph and Evelyn a warm 15th birthday. I hope you guys had a very happy birthday and a great Thanksgiving.
Thanksgiving wasn't very exciting this year. We were going to go to my uncle's house for Thanksgiving but they cancelled it at the last minute because my cousin got into trouble with the police. He had to spend Thanksgiving overnight behind bars because they thought he was involved in a shooting which he wasn't in. My uncle told us not to visit him because he's ashamed of him. That's one thing that didn't make Thanksgiving a warm holiday.
So after we got the news, my dad said that we were going to go to Arizona instead of Utah for the skiing trip. What made it worse was that we weren't going to snowboard at all and instead go boating. That's 2 things. 2+1=3. I guess it would be fun because i haven't been boating in a while. There's always Winter Break for snowboarding. What made it even worse was the fact that we had to go with one of my dad's friends who I think is annoying as fuck cause he always makes these noises. Well, I won't consider that a full negative so i'll give that a half. 3 1/2. The trip to Arizona was long and boring and I couldn't sleep in the car because the guy kept on making noises. I can't say anything because he's my dad's friend and both my mom and dad know that it's something in his brain or something that makes him do that stuff.
When we got to Arizona, we first went to a restaraunt where they served turkey. There weren't alot of restaraunts open until we saw this one restaraunt with a lot of cars.
It wasn't worth it because they had turkey dinner there but then it cost $30.00 for a plate and when I saw how much there was on the plate it was like 1/100 of a turkey. But we didn't care because we were too hungry. We ended up ordering two more plates of turkey and the total bill was $210 including drinks and everything. Then we stayed at Marriot hotel and I fell asleep at around 10:00.
For next couple of days we did nothing but go boating. It's really fun because it feels like your driving and you can go out of control. I almost crashed onto the port when I was driving by myself and my sister. My sister got scared and my mom wouldn't let me drive it anymore.
Turkey dinner: $210
Boat rental/gas: $1,400
Spending time with family and someone who makes noises through unorthodox places: priceless
Well, about that feeling that I had when I wanted to escape to paradise. I guess I kind of got a taste of ecstacy during my boat ride. If you have ever stuck your head out of the window of a car and you get that sensation blowing on your face, well, it was kind of what I was hoping for all along. I found out that I didn't have to go to extreme heights to reach what I couldn't grab. All I had to do was use what I had in front of me and use it to its full potential.
I'm thankful for my friends, my family especially my sister, my God, my material things, and my freedom of expression.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone
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| Tuesday, November 19th, 2002
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6:03 pm
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| Thursday, November 14th, 2002
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4:04 pm - henry's mu'ffuckin birfday
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yesterday i had a nice and decent talk with evelyn about stuff that has been going on in my life. she gave me helpful hints and how i should manage different unmentionable situations.
have u ever had the feeling of trying to tell something to someone but you're afraid you'll be rejected or looked down upon because they'll have a different viewpoint? well, i do. evelyn said that i had a soft side which i'm not very proud of because it makes me sound like a "wussy without a pussy." lol. i mean, all guys have soft sides, it's just that i tend to show it more and it gets annoying sometimes cause it makes me sound like a lil bitch. it's kind of like a double jeopardy or some shit cause at the same time i don't wanna sound all hard. anyway, evelyn gave me great tips and i even busted a flow for her.
today was henry's birthday and he wanted grand theft auto vice city cause that's what we got for joel for his birthday on sunday. me, joel, and joseph chipped in money to buy henry's present and in algebra class, i had to wrap it in a book cover because joel bought the gift and he also let me borrow the money for my share. on my first try, it wasn't very successful because i had excess paper leftover and it looked all crinkled and ghetto. then i got a hall pass from the teacher and walked to the bookroom to get another book cover. it took me all period cause the rapper guy kept on telling jokes and i kept cracking up. then i wrote "happy mu'ffucking birthday nigga" on the front and wrote "from: joel (with 2 big ears on the sides of the o), vincent (=X =X =X =X =X =X), and joseph (with a -_- on the o). all in all it looked pretty nice but stupid joel erased "mu'ffucking" and on the back he wrote "joel paid for the whole thing." stupid flip. he thinks he's all smart but he's fucking dirty and ashy. i scratched his arm and all this ash fell from it and it felt like i was scratching an old lady or somethin. then at lunch there was a packet of taco sauce on the floor and i stepped on it cause i was wondering if there were anymore left in there. and then i guess i stepped on it too hard, and coincidentally, henry was standing right in front of me, and instead of going on his shoes or his pants, it went on his new sweater! damn i felt so bad and then joseph tried to be funny and kept on trying to stone-cold stun me. Happy birfday you nigga. HA stupid joel try to erase that u dirty filipino.
current mood: DIRRTY cause im joel
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| Tuesday, November 12th, 2002
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7:31 pm - 3-day weekend
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haven't updated this thing in a long time and even henry wrote something today so i will too.
Friday: raining so hard. afterschool me, daniel, james, and kyle went to teen pc to go play counterstrike. me and james were lucky because i brought my umbrella so all the rain would fall on there instead of on our heads. i made james walk on the side closer to the road so when all the cars passed us it splashed water on him *giggle*. when we finally got to teen we looked like we were swimming in our clothes which we weren't and i made lil jason blow on me for an hour to dry me off. after james kicked my ass 35-14 (cause i haven't played for what, 1 year?), i called up my mom and she picked me up and i went home. i was gonna see 8 mile with henry and joseph but then henry couldn't go so i ended up staying home. then my dad came back at 9 and someone hit his car. it was ain't no thang but a chicken wang cause the other guys' insurance paid for the damage. the other guy wasn't asian either so it was pretty ironic (hope i used it in the write [hope i used it in the right way] way). then we went to some chinese restaraunt and came back home at around 10-ish.
Saturday: went to monterey park to get my corrections. we ate at a good-ass restaraunt and i ordered some shrimp stuff and i couldn't believe how big there were! and they were so red and delicious and unh! then after we ate we went to the eye center and got them and then we went to my friend's house. we haven't seen each other in about 6 years since i moved here. i remember we used to fight over a stupid ghetto action figure when we were small. anyway, we ate dinner at his house and then we went to my mom's new office in montclaire. i was just chasing my sister around the whole time and i made her hit a pole and she started crying and i gave her a band-aid which didn't help stop her tears. then my mom drove us back home and i went to sleep.
Sunday: on sunday i went to west covina lanes to go bowling with joel, henry, ajay, ervin, eon, ray and his lil cousin, michael, and julian. me, henry, and michael split up money 3-way and bought joel Grand Theft Auto Vice City. he seemed to like the centerfold of the woman and i was like "eww" how immature then i snatched it from him and stayed in the restroom for 10 minutes and threw it away. but joel was like HEY WTF THAT WAS MY LADY or something so he went in there and took it back..little did he know that someone already had it and did a lil sumn sumn with it =D. i kept on bowling 40's and 50's because i always stepped over the foul line and that stupid referee would pop up on the TV and make me feel all bad. and they kept on changing names and stuff like "vincent" to "oneinchboner" and "ajay" to "agay." immature fiends. then we went to KFC and michael beat up joel for 30 seconds. then his brother took henry to the movies and me to spectrum club and i went home.
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| Saturday, November 2nd, 2002
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3:43 pm - tupac-brenda's got a baby
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I hear Brenda's got a baby
Well, Brenda's barely got a brain
A damn shame
Tha girl can hardly spell her name
(That's not her problem, that's up to Brenda's family)
Well let me show ya how it affects the whole community
Now Brenda never really knew her moms
and her dad was a junky puttin death into his arm
It's sad, cause I bet Brenda doesn't even know
Just cause your in the ghetto doesn't mean ya can't grow
But oh, that's a thought, my own revelation
Do whatever it takes to resist the temptation
Brenda got herself a boyfriend
Her boyfriend was her cousin, now lets watch the joy end
She tried to hide her pregnancy, from her family
Who didn't really care to see, or give a damn if she
Went out and had a church of kids
As long as when tha check came they got first dibs
Now Brendas belly is gettin bigger
But no one seems ta notice any change in her figure
She's 12 years old and she's having a baby
In love with tha molester, whos sexed and crazy
And yet she thinks that he'll be with her forever
And dreams of a world with tha two of them are together, whatever
He left her and she had tha baby solo
She had it on the bathroom floor and didn't know so
She didn't know, what ta throw away and what to keep
She wrapped the baby up and threw him in the trash heep
I guess she thought she'd get away, wouldn't hear the cries
She didn't realize how much tha the little baby had her eyes
Now tha babys in the trash heep balling
Momma can't help her, but it hurts to hear her calling
Brenda wants ta run away, momma say, you makin' me lose pay
The social workers here everyday
Now Brenda's gotta make her own way
Can't go to her family, they won't let her stay
No money no babysitter, she couldn't keep a job
She tried ta sell crack, but end up getting robbed
So now what's next, there ain't nothin left ta sell
So she sees sex as a way of leavin hell
It's payin tha rent, so she really can't complain
Prostitute, found slain, and Brenda's her name
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| Sunday, October 27th, 2002
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2:39 pm - knotts
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yesterday i went to knotts with luis, chik, samantha, alice, joe, james, paul, jason, justeen, and 3 freshman girls. first luis picked me up then we had to pick up alice and sam which took like 40 minutes cause her house was like a stupid maze. then we hit the road and we kept on baggin on chik. i called him a pacific oceaner because he was born on the fob boat when he was shipped from hong kong. stupid fob. then when we were almost there there was a hugeass line of cars so we all got out and started walking to knotts. our legs were all sore and shit when we got there at like 7:10, when we were plannin to go at 6.
we met up there and we went inside. first we went through the alien maze thing and megan held onto me throughout the whole thing and she wanted me to be her bodyguard so i guarded her body ;). after that, we went to the swamp maze and i was her body guard again and this witch tried to touch her and i socked the witch and she fell into the water. me and her ran away and i waited for james and them to come out and they did. after we ate we walked around for like a freakin hour then we sat down for another hour. finally we went to malice in wonderland and this time i was protectin alice in wonderland. she was all scared so i pushed her into one of the monsters and he chased her and i socked him and he fell over and i ran out with alice out of wonderland. then we sat down for another hour because i was playin with james's lighter. then we went on the log ride and i busted all these flows to samantha cause she was pretty crazy that night. me and jason were tryin to stick up the middle finger at the camera but i stook it up too late and they took a picture of my middle finger going halfway up like it was crooked. fuck. then me and luis went on supreme scream which line was like a fucking hour. when we got on it was scary because you were so high up. i felt like i was going to die but then the thing was protecting my crotch so i wasnt scared anymore. cause thats all that matters. then after the 5 seconds was over, we were lookin for them and they were waitin for the hammerhead. so me, james, luis, joe, and the girl went in there and the clowns were all tryin to scare me but i just kept squeezin their noses and gigglin. damn im slick. then we ate at dennys and finally we went home at 5.
current mood:  sleepy
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| Thursday, October 24th, 2002
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8:55 pm - off the hizzo
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today was..weird. in the morning i came to school 10 minutes before the bell rang..? when in fact i should have been running to my classroom as the bell was ringing. so i saw jacqueline and we started talking. jacqueline is koo to talk to because she giggles all the time even when you're serious. like, "damn my stomach hurts," "teheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheehehe."
so then i walked her to her class and went to my history class. in world history i took around 5 pictures of freshmen in their hawaiian shirts. how come so many ppl are in good spirits when everything seems so gloomy and mellow? i think its just the weather but the tides have turned when the sun was shining a couple weeks ago into a cold and dark day these past 2 weeks. i feel so sad for some reason. sigh damn ive done lots of thinking these past few days. too bad it was during class and now my grades are down cause i dont pay attention. but its all for the best.
i went on to bio and i had no idea what the hydroxyl or carboxyl shindigs were. it was nasty cause some freshman puked 3 times during our lab. it smelled all horrible in there and jane was like, "OO I WANNA SMELL IT" cause she was sitting on the opposite side of the room. everyone thought she was weird because she sounded so persuaded by his puke. damn and then like 20 minutes into the class 2 evaluators came into our classroom and checked on *every* student in the class and asked each of us around 4 questions. coincidently, i knew EXACTLY what i was doing and when they came to me they asked stuff like "how many carbon bonds to you have there?" and i was like "5" and then they're like, "interesting," and jane was all laughing at me cause thats her goal in life, to make me feel stupid.
then i went to algebra class and i listened to chris's j5 cd. there were alot of tracks i didnt have on the one my friend burned me a while back and they were all the good ones too. i wont go into detail about the cd but i thought the songs i didnt have were pretty dope. me and joel were sharing earphones so whenever i turned my head the earphones would fall off his ear. it was pretty funny. then chris put in his ginuwine cd and i found myself singin along to "differences" in my macy gray singing voice. i was all doin these hand motions like *come here baby* and *give me a hug* to joel and then he actually took a picture of me doing it with my camera! grrr. i feel so gay now. FUCK YOU ALRIGHT.
then nothing really exciting happened the rest of the day other than the fact that my mile time was 10:50 due to all the thinking i was doing.
i dont know what's gone over me. i feel so weak emotionally and im not in the mood to do anything. i hope i feel better tomorrow and the next day so i can have fun at knotts. peace.
current mood:  mellow
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| Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002
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10:20 pm
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i win again
Explicit x asiaN (10:09:51 PM): hahaahhaahahha
Explicit x asiaN (10:09:54 PM): shut up chicken face
Wah Chik (10:10:00 PM): shut up ass face
Explicit x asiaN (10:10:20 PM): shut up beggar face
Wah Chik (10:10:30 PM): shut up u slut face
Explicit x asiaN (10:11:12 PM): shut up cat face
Wah Chik (10:11:45 PM): shut up u fag face
Explicit x asiaN (10:12:11 PM): shut up bird face
Wah Chik (10:12:24 PM): shut up u bird shit
Explicit x asiaN (10:12:49 PM): shut up turkey face
Wah Chik (10:13:03 PM): shut up u ass donkey
Explicit x asiaN (10:13:40 PM): your going off-topic, monkey face
Wah Chik (10:15:05 PM): no im not u elephant dick
Explicit x asiaN (10:15:30 PM): yeah you are gook face
Wah Chik (10:15:50 PM): no im not korean
Explicit x asiaN (10:16:39 PM): yeah you are foo, vagina face
Wah Chik (10:17:03 PM): no dick face
Explicit x asiaN (10:18:15 PM): shut up shit face
Wah Chik (10:19:50 PM): shut up ass face
Explicit x asiaN (10:19:58 PM): you already said that
Explicit x asiaN (10:20:03 PM): i win bitch
Wah Chik (10:20:08 PM): fuck
Explicit x asiaN (10:20:39 PM): hahahahaahahaha
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9:24 pm - regular late start day
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imma write this journal like henry.
today in the morning at around 5 a.m. i went to denny's across the street to eat breakfast. there, i met frank, bob, bill, hank, tom, larry, and henry and nicole. i thought i saw henry at one of the tables so i sat down and i found out that it was my counselor, mrs. valdez. she tried to eat me but then i spit on her shoes and made her spit-shine it. then i ran over to the real henry and nicoles seat. by this time, frank, bob, bill, hank, tom, and larry all died because they were hungry. i saw henry and nicole making out so i chopped off their lips and stuck them to my ass. they couldnt eat anymore so i hot-glued it back on and they were mad at me so then i ordered a napkin for henry and an ice cube for nicole. then i ordered a ultimate bacon cheeseburger for only $1.99 and some chili cheese curly fries. by this time henry and nicole had already died because they were bleeding too much. i tried to wake up henry but he kept on pushing my hand away so i left them and flew to rowland high school.
there, i took out my camera and took pictures of people in their pajamaramas. it wasnt until the 20th shot when i realized that i was holding the camera backwards so i threw it on the floor and it chased after me. i looked like an idiot so i pinched all the people who were dogging me. then this big gangster came up and started tickling me so i told my camera to take a picture of him and he died.
then i went to yearbook and i found out that everybody was choking on a chili cheese fry so i did what a superhero was supposed to do. after i jacked all the rolls of film from the classroom, i ran over to PE and the concrete started to push me. so i took my camera and i threw it at the concrete and it started to cry again. this time i got really mad at it so i stoned it with my stones that i had in my backpack and it died. what a day..*phew*
current mood:  giggly
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| Monday, October 21st, 2002
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6:57 pm - my fun-filled day
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today was pretty fun. i got to take pictures of alot of stuff. during algebra there was a disaster drill and we had to duck under our tables. then after that we went to the baseball diamond and stayed there for almost the whole period. i busted out a picture of vinnie's party that we took back in 2000. everyone looked really different. henry still had his split-hair thingie goin on, eon looked like a little kid, ajay was wearin red back then and had a napolean bonaparte-hair and joe was a punker with bleached yellow hair. everyone else looked the same. then during the drill me and joel were imitating michael jackson but i did the best imitation with my "billie jean" dance. you had to be there ;].
during lunch i took pictures of only like 2 twins for twin day because the twins that dressed the same mostly were never together. so i just took pictures of some guy who looked like he was high and his girlfriend and these two white chicks. then i went on the stage to take pictures of people playing DDR. damn i swear DDR is like the hardest game ever. i dunno about you or other people but thats the most coordination-game ive ever played. and i keep on stepping on the metal parts. then i took pictures of alice and sam but they kept on trying to hide from me so i piledrived alice onto the concrete and i did a crippler crossface on sam and she was lickin my fingers and i was like ewwww.
then during yearbook i opened the slide thing for the film and ronnie, my editor, said "whyd you do that now all your film got erased." then i found out that if i open the slide then the light will be exposed to all the pictures and thats why it gets erased. so i was pretty pissed off and i ran to 6th period PE to meet my friend jacqueline. i thought all of the people would be there but only jacqueline and kimberly were there. i kept trying to take pictures of jackie but she kept running around like a wild person so i didnt get good shots of her. then i became mad at her and took my anger out on my camera so i slammed it to the floor and it started crying. i was like, "dude why are you crying, did it hurt that much?" then it was like chasing after me, snappin pictures, until i ran back into the yearbook room. then we started playin hide-and-seek and it kept on finding me! what the hell is that! shiet imma hit it up when i get back to school tomorrow.
current mood: silly
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| Saturday, October 19th, 2002
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1:38 pm - Progress Report/Angels
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i just got my progress report in the mail and i guess i should be happy but im not. i thought i could have done better. i should do all my work and get good grades on my test. im fucking pissed at my spanish teacher because shes such a bitch and she wont help me. she sees im struggling but doesnt do shit about it. fucking ignorant bitch.
Course Mark Comments
Wd His Cult/Geo B A Pleasure To Have In Class
Biology B Showing Improvement
Algebra II B+ Positive Attitude
English 10 A Positive Attitude/Showing Improvement
PE 10 B
Yearbook B+
Spanish 2 D
I HATE URBINA..I HOPE SHE FUCKING DIES AT AN EARLY AGE..preferrable from drunk-driving..I HOPE SHE HAS A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH AND DIES AFTER SHE DIES AND DEATH KILLS HER ONE MORE TIME..
but anyway how about them angels ey? today they're gonna play the giants and i think they'll take them in 5 or 6. its koo cause its the first time angels are going to world series in 42 years. aiite thats about it, imma go to anaheim and buy a rally monkey and try to make it back in half an hour.
current mood:  geeky
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| Thursday, October 17th, 2002
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10:07 pm - a nice and polite lil chat with jane carbon.hydrogen.oxygen
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this convo was soooo funny i just had to put it on here. it was yesterday so yeah just deal with it. oh yeah by the way its jane cho im talking to. i dont know but i like teasing her cause she can get fucking crazy. =O she called me a gay fag too. damn i told her she had a sexy body the same day and this is what i deserve???
Explicit x asiaN (10:08:20 PM): hi jane cho
xjanexsays (10:08:27 PM): ahah
Explicit x asiaN (10:08:39 PM): you know i didnt even get to copy your hw
xjanexsays (10:08:54 PM): why?
xjanexsays (10:08:56 PM): hEY BRB
Explicit x asiaN (10:09:00 PM): because
Explicit x asiaN (10:09:05 PM): i didnt bring the worksheet
Explicit x asiaN (10:09:07 PM): ok
xjanexsays (10:15:24 PM): aite bAck
xjanexsays (10:15:27 PM): wHY didn't you bring it?
Explicit x asiaN (10:15:37 PM): cause i left it in yearbook
Explicit x asiaN (10:15:46 PM): and i left the bio book in there too
xjanexsays (10:15:56 PM): what da HECK!?
Explicit x asiaN (10:16:47 PM): what..
xjanexsays (10:16:58 PM): why da HECK Did you leAve it there?
Explicit x asiaN (10:17:49 PM): i walked out with just my folder
xjanexsays (10:17:52 PM): stupid ass
Explicit x asiaN (10:18:24 PM): yea im freakin slick yooo..
xjanexsays (10:20:13 PM): Ur GAYEE FOO
xjanexsays (10:20:18 PM): U BETTER HAVE MAH HW TOMRORW!
Explicit x asiaN (10:21:11 PM): dude i told you i left it in the yb class
xjanexsays (10:21:27 PM): SHUt up foo!
xjanexsays (10:21:30 PM): IF U DUNT GET It IMMa kill yo ass
xjanexsays (10:21:38 PM): AND U better NOt BE JOKING WITH MeeH
Explicit x asiaN (10:21:53 PM): alright i'll try to get it
Explicit x asiaN (10:22:00 PM): i'll explore new lands
Explicit x asiaN (10:22:08 PM): aint no mountain high enough
Explicit x asiaN (10:22:11 PM): to get janes hw
xjanexsays (10:22:46 PM): OK CAN U SHUT UP GAY fag?
Explicit x asiaN (10:23:41 PM): ...
Explicit x asiaN (10:23:45 PM): ...
Explicit x asiaN (10:23:48 PM): ...
Explicit x asiaN (10:23:52 PM): ...
Explicit x asiaN (10:23:58 PM): ...
Explicit x asiaN (10:24:04 PM): ...
xjanexsays (10:24:24 PM): dang dude
Explicit x asiaN (10:24:25 PM): ...
Explicit x asiaN (10:24:28 PM): ...
Explicit x asiaN (10:24:33 PM): im shutting up
Explicit x asiaN (10:24:38 PM): haha im jk
Explicit x asiaN (10:24:42 PM): alrgith i'll stfu
Explicit x asiaN (10:24:45 PM): you bitch
xjanexsays (10:25:04 PM): aite kOO
xjanexsays (10:29:31 PM): seriously!
xjanexsays (10:29:35 PM): u better bRing it tomorro
xjanexsays (10:52:40 PM): heY seirouslY bRING IT TOMORROw atie?
Explicit x asiaN (10:52:59 PM): only if..
Explicit x asiaN (10:53:02 PM): i say so
xjanexsays (10:53:06 PM): OMG
xjanexsays (10:53:14 PM): do u wanna take da stupid thing off your info!?
Explicit x asiaN (10:53:14 PM): brb
Explicit x asiaN (10:54:28 PM): why?
xjanexsays (10:54:34 PM): shut up !
xjanexsays (10:54:40 PM): i'm never talking to you again!
Explicit x asiaN (10:54:52 PM): dude..hahaaahahaha your a weirdo
Explicit x asiaN (10:55:24 PM): do ppl call youa bitch?
xjanexsays (10:55:41 PM): noT really
xjanexsays (10:55:50 PM): that's a great question to ask
xjanexsays (10:55:53 PM): =)
Explicit x asiaN (10:56:13 PM): why??
Explicit x asiaN (10:56:20 PM): no one asked you that before?
xjanexsays (10:56:23 PM): cuz YOU GAYEEEEEEEEE
xjanexsays (10:56:26 PM): nopE
xjanexsays (10:56:32 PM): and dats kinda shadY FER u to ask
xjanexsays (10:56:51 PM): uR MesSEd up FOO!
xjanexsays (10:57:02 PM): i let u cOpy mah hoMewoRK and dis is da shiT I get/
Explicit x asiaN (10:57:02 PM): why??
xjanexsays (10:57:06 PM): i feeL STUpid
xjanexsays (10:57:11 PM): fuQ
xjanexsays (10:57:14 PM): whutever
Explicit x asiaN (10:57:14 PM): why??
xjanexsays (10:57:17 PM): byE
Explicit x asiaN (10:57:19 PM): because of me?
Explicit x asiaN (10:57:36 PM): damn now you're making me feel bad
xjanexsays (10:57:43 PM): you shoULD!
xjanexsays (10:57:46 PM): GAY ASS
xjanexsays (10:57:51 PM): HAHAHA
xjanexsays (10:57:53 PM): juST KIdding
xjanexsays (10:57:58 PM): :-D
xjanexsays (10:57:59 PM): BYE
Explicit x asiaN (10:58:12 PM): roar!!!
xjanexsays (10:58:17 PM): ewwwwww
xjanexsays (10:58:17 PM): shut up
Explicit x asiaN (10:58:18 PM): eww its all small
xjanexsays (10:58:28 PM): ur luCKy i let u pass with dis
Explicit x asiaN (10:58:40 PM): alright..cpo
xjanexsays (10:58:48 PM): whut kind of question is "DID AnY onE eVERY CALL YOU A BITCH?"
xjanexsays (10:58:59 PM): its like meeh asking you" ARE U FUCKING GAY?"
xjanexsays (10:59:00 PM): ahahahha
Explicit x asiaN (10:59:01 PM): A DAMN GOOD ONE
Explicit x asiaN (10:59:06 PM): but..
Explicit x asiaN (10:59:10 PM): you always ask me that
Explicit x asiaN (10:59:14 PM): i only asked you once
xjanexsays (10:59:24 PM): whutever
xjanexsays (10:59:32 PM): ur getting meh kinda pissed now.
xjanexsays (10:59:33 PM): bye bye
Explicit x asiaN (10:59:43 PM): sorry jane..
xjanexsays (10:59:47 PM): SHUT Up
xjanexsays (10:59:49 PM): dats whut u always say
Explicit x asiaN (11:00:32 PM): jane is insane in the membrane
xjanexsays signed off at 11:01:03 PM.
shes soo polite...
current mood:  amused
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| Tuesday, October 15th, 2002
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7:02 pm - im happy, yeah im happy
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havent wrote in this shit for a long time. anyway today in world history i got a papercut and i had to get a band-aid for the cut. i had to walk all the way to the nurses office and when i got back it didnt even hurt anymore..it never hurt me it was just annoying. we were watching a movie about King Charles II and i fell asleep. the teacher woke me up and i found out that i drooled all over the desk and all my stuff fell out of my chair, which was embarassing.
then i went to bio and everyone left for the psat. i felt sucha dumbass not to take it because almost all the sophomores were taking it. anyway we had a fun time in bio because i got to see a baby mouse get constricted by a snake. it was sad because the mouse was still breathing but the snake was not letting it breathe so i think it died or something. or SOMETHING. then i had algebra then english then PE then yearbook. oooo yearbook. i got bored in yearbook so i went to 6th period PE and i saw jackie, nicole, alice, and a girl i met named kim. hm it started off with nicole getting into all these erotic positions. then they asked me to dance but i didnt wanna show off...ya know ya know...and then there was this mexican girl and she pointed at me and said you have a "choquitolemocasrojamanarlegustar" or something and i said "oh". then we all started laughing, even the mexican girl laughed too jk. yeah i think she said i was sexy or something but she didnt have to make it all complicated. gosh. then i went with ajay, thomas, lenny, and a couple of our friends to jack-in-box and we had such a good time there. i went up to this guy and i did what i did to alice and samantha at lunch today and touched his shirt all gently. he turned around and everyone started to snicker all silently. damn i thought he was gonna say something. im such a perilous adventure-seeker. today was the happiest day since yesterday.
things to remember:
-THANK YOU MUCHOS JACQUELINE
-anne is a crazy freestyler yo
-"about..." LOL
-damn love those new handshakes
current mood: cheerful
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| Friday, October 11th, 2002
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9:45 pm - water runs dry
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thanks jackie for this new journal color thing. love ya.
Today i spent the whole day listening to music. im so into rnb and shit now. i wanna stop this insanity but i cant. its like this vacuum thats suckin me in. and at times i even find myself singin along. this is so weird. but anyway i seem to like it because its a rest from rap. so anyway i listened to songs from a whole bunch of soul singers like brian mcknight, blackstreet, boyz II men, all-4-one, the songs from way back when. i seem to like them because i can relate to much of the songs on there. there was this one particular song by boyz II men called "water runs dry." this is the chorus:
some ppl work things out and some just dont know how to change
lets dont wait till the water runs dry
we might watch our whole lives pass us by
lets dont wait till the water runs dry
and make the biggest mistake of our lives
dont do it baby
this is really significant to me right now because i really like this girl but she doesnt understand that i do. well maybe she does but shes not showing it. we talk to each other and we know alot of stuff about each other. and if i/we dont do anything about it right now then its going to be too late and we're going to have to go in our own paths to different directions. i mean, i really like this girl. she has the most beautiful eyes, perfect body, fun, positive, and everything you would want in a girl. but i just have a difficult time of telling her. shes soooo different from girls ive liked before because shes soo hard to approach. i dont know what to do.
current mood:  sad
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| Thursday, October 10th, 2002
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6:45 pm - Nice guys finish last
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i wont be going to school tomorrow because i have a 102 degree fever. but that wont bring me down because i have too much to think about right now, like this thing my friend wrote. please read it and see if its somewhat true.
its amazing that assholes can get girls. actually, now that i've think of it, its not that amazing. they are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. its a charade. they act nice, friendly, and they listen...until they get what they're after. their prey thinks that they love them, however when they realize what assholes their predators are, they pretend like the asshole is being nice inside. the girl tries to change the asshole, but assholes will remain assholes. she gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. but she claims to love the asshole...now this is where the theory begins. she doesnt wanna look easy so she doesnt dump the asshole right away, but stays with him. what they dont realize is that the nice guy is always there for her. he never had to PRETEND to be a nice guy because he is naturally like that. however, girls dont see it for one thing or another. they look at the nice guy as a friend, a trusted companion to whom they can tell their sad stories about the asshole boyfriend to. but the nice guy isnt that naive. he has been trying to score with the girl all along. the problem is that since hes a nice guy he keeps on listening. since girls get attached to things who pay attention to them, she thinks of the nice guy as a friend. A FRIEND. they dont say, "oh hes hot," or "oh i want to have his baby," they just want the emotional support. when they get the emotional support from the nice guy, they dont need it from the asshole anymore. the nice guy gets the crumbs while the asshole gets the cookie. i am starting to think perhaps if the nice guy is the route i want to take all along...perhaps another reason the girl stays with the asshole is that they dont pay much attention to them. the women wonder, "why isnt he paying attention to me?" so they explore why. they poke and prod so they get closer to the asshole. they start to get easier with every attempt to change him. the asshole finally says, "ive let this beauty dangle long enough,time to boat this bass." it is then he has put on his charade and the girl thinks she finally has won him over...even though all she won is an asshole. once you go down the path of the nice guy or a "listener," you cant go back. the girl will always go after the asshole because the nice guy will always be there to listen. once you realize your a nice guy you cant do anything about it. just pack up and close shop. there is no way youll get in her pants. EVER. there is never and no way that a nice guy will get the girl he has a crush on. it doesnt work like that. the girl wont come to her senses and realize what an asshole her bf is like in the movies...instead she will just go for another asshole, and unless nice guys stop being a nice guy, she will never go after him. women complain there are no nice guys in the world. right...they obviously arent looking hard enough because nice guys are EVERYWHERE..! girls arent looking for nice guys, they say they are but theyre not. they are looking for the perfect ASSHOLE, but in reality theres no such thing. all in all the nice guy gets the shaft. to all the girls whose bfs dont treat them with respect, that dont listen to you, that dont care about what you say; look next to you. the guy that has been standing next to you the WHOLE time is the guy you're really looking for. he is what you want your asshole bf to be because he knows more about you than you know about yourself. because he has listened to it all...
current mood:  sick
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| Tuesday, October 8th, 2002
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5:54 pm - SCANDLOUS SHIT
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After school me and daniel were waiting for our ride. we were talking when i saw a group of punkers and a couple of gangsters.
i didnt see the whole thing but this was the situation:
one of the gangsters came up to one of the punkers and he socked him on his face. then he took off his shirt and one of his homies held him back. then he was about to walk away when he went back and spit in his face. the punker couldnt do anything because he knew he would get beaten down. he looked very helpless. it was like watching a deer getting chased by a cheetah and the cheetah caught it and grabbed it by its neck, not letting go.
my synopsis:
i swear wtf is wrong with this foo. why doesnt he pick on anyone his own size? i stress on this shit too fucking often. people these days dont fucking pick on their own size. i mean that guy had about 10x more confidence than the punker. he just went in for the easy fucking kill. i just wanted to go over there and sock him all over his fucking face. i hate it when i gotta watch this kinda shit go down. thats fucking scandelous shit. and then he had to spit in his face. and the punker guy didnt know what to do. he didnt even know what had happened until after he got spit in his face. tomorrow if i find this motherfucker imma make him start shit with me. then lets see wtfs up.
current mood:  pissed off
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| Monday, October 7th, 2002
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6:28 pm - Minimum Day
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Today was a minimum day at school. ms. urbina is being a fucking bitch again. i swear i just wanna take her glasses and throw them to the floor and use my baseball bat and poke the lenses out. thatd teach her. makes me sooo mad. but enough about school.
after school i went to go watch a fight between these two freshmens. when me, andrew, and danny got there they were already done fighting. the raver one got his ass kicked cause his face was fucked up. he looked like he had all these nipples on his face. we wanted them to go again but the pos came and luis had to get pussy. so we went to lollicup to get our lunch and i ordered a fried chicken over rice "combination". LOL. asians and their vocabulary. they use big words at the wrong time. alice and sam were eating the chicken like crazy. they had all this white stuff in their mouth and sam kept on going. then she put her mouth over my big straw and sucked all the lil balls in. and that was just the appetizer. jkjk. anyway i saw jane there too and she said hi to me at last so i felt really good deep down, like finally she sees me as a friend. but then i found out that she only said it cause she wanted me to get a straw for her. then luis came back from *wink**wink* and left again for another round i guess. damn then EVERYONE left except for me, ignacio, and daniel. so ignacio went to 201 and me and daniel went home too.
P.S. damn it was like 100 degrees today!
P.S.S. what does P.S. stand for?
P.S.S.S what does P.S.S. stand for?
P.S.S.S.S what does--haha gotcha...suckaaaaa
current mood: thirsty
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